about pain and other pleasures

From time to time I define pleasure as being a pain free moment .

Today pleasure is:

• walking without feeling like crying for every step I make.
• dancing without fearing pain.
• sleeping like a baby without being terribly uncomfortable.

So it seems I that take pleasure from the small things that become a privilege in front of the idea of pain. I don't know if i'm living in pleasure with the fear of pain or in pain with the joy of pleasure. I just know that today i'm experiencing a level that does make me cry when i walk, that does transform the idea of dancing in an insanity and does keep me away from sleeping, even when my body needs it after a few white nights.

Pain level now : + .